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| Subject: | :) |
| Time: | 12:25 am. |
| Mood: |  satisfied. | | Music: | da dip- freak nasty. |
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today started as a pretty boring day as usual, but then later, finally i was able to get outta the house and do something. leah like made my night by taking like 4 billion crazy pictures and videos...it was fun :) and then of course me and aliss had to have our venting session which always makes me feel like 300 times better, so now im happy...oh and by the way for some reason, i am seen as being a business person when im like....older, according to lee and alissa....weirdddddd, pshh like i have that attention span
leave me love, and i'll love you forever :)
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[x] Eaten snow?
[x] Laughed till you cried?
[x] Laughed till you almost peeed urself?
[] Eaten sushi?
[x] Chased pigeons?
[x] Been on an airplane?
[] Been in a mosh pit?
[] Stayed up all night to the next day?
[x] Caught something on fire?
[x] Stolen something?
[] Got caught stealing something?
[x] Got buried in the sand?
[] Tripped over your own feet in public...and fell?
[] Been beaten up?
[] Beat someone up?
[x] Fit inside a suitcase?
[x] Got locked in a closet?
[] Hugged a stranger?
[x] Hit by a random object falling out of the sky?
[x] Been on a picnic?
[x] Seen fireworks?
[x] Seen a shooting star?
[x] Wished on it?
[x] Been in a car accident?
[x] Made a REAL snowman?
[x] Drooled on yourself in public?
[x] Been in a play?
[x] Danced in front of a mirror?
[x] Walked around all day with something stuck in your teeth?
[x] Eaten pure sugar?
[] Made a gingerbread house?
[x] Been in a snowball fight?
[x] A food fight?
[] A fight involving throwing strange objects at each other?
[x] Made an igloo?
[x] Wrote a letter but never sent it?
[x] Been to New York City?
[x] Niagra Falls?
[] Africa?
[x] Lost something and found it in your shoe?
[x] Gotten lost in a store?
[x] Jumped on a trampoline?
[x] Been to a fancy restaurant?
[] Fallen in love?
[x] Been on an Easter Egg hunt?
[x] Gone to a concert?
[x] Had 1000 dollars?
[] Slept all day?
[] Found more than 20$?
[] Found a penny on tails, but droped it so it landed on heads so you could pick it up?
[] Thrown up in public?
[x] Been ice skating?
[x] Had a secret admirer?
[] Been in a hot air balloon?
[x] Opened the car door so fast, you hit another car and scratch it?
[x] Ridden in a shopping cart?
[] Had a treehouse?
[x] Climbed a tree?
[] Wake up laughing?
[x] Wake up crying?
[x] Had a secret club?
[x] Made up your own language?
[x] Made up a song?
[x] Made up a dance?
[] Been camping?
[x] And slept in a tent?
[] Shot a gun?
[x] Burnt yourself because you were being stupid and playing with a candle?
[x] Been fishing?
[x] And caught a fish?
[x] Been in a ballpit?
[x] How about one of those giant inflatable bouncy things?
[x] Been on a ferris wheel?
[] Thrown up on a ride?
[x] Been to a haunted house?
[x] Hid under a bed?
[x] Been told you're attractive by a complete stranger?
[x] Gotten stuck in something?
[x] Gotten lost in one of those funhouses with all the mirrors?
[] Been to a freak show?
[] Tried to start a band?
[] Played guitar?
[x] Made REAL smores?
[x]Taken a more annoying survey?
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the world has been hating me lately, i know i sound like i am bitching about everything but seriously, if there was anything good to talk about, i would.
~dad changes all details of vacation that we planned as a surprise
~orange juice spilled all over my pants
~have to wear the pants all day
~someone stole $20 out of my wallet
~vacation gets cancelled
~im stuck at home all vacation because my parents cancel the trip when now after they did that, my sister feels fine
welcome to my life
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| Time: | 3:21 pm. |
| Mood: |  stressed. | | Music: | If youre not the one- daniel beddingfield. |
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so today started out pretty crappy with one specific person putting me in a bad mood, and then 2nd period, jackie and i had like...an intervention...haha umm yeahh its good to know that someone else kind of feels like i do yeahh so i love jackie petriello :) 3rd period i had a breakdown...pretty much a normal thing now, and it was all because i couldnt conduct while sight reading the rest of the day was blahh and then i find out my friends are goin to the movies, but u kno wut, are they really my friends anymore? i mean yeahh i talk to them and stuff but i have been getting so frustrated with them lately and i really dont want to associate myself with them anymore...i used to be really happy that i had so many close friends, but now i realize that everyone really isnt going to be close forever and you really need to hold on to the ones who are really important to you....oh...and i need a boyfriend...and yeah...im not going to jb so everyone stop asking me if i am
comment if u love me...
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Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006
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| Subject: | blahh |
| Time: | 3:12 pm. |
| Mood: |  aggravated. | | Music: | basketcase- green day. |
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yeahh so i got my hair cut....i look disgusting, and chubby, i dont know why but this "hairstyle" some how makes me look like i am heavier than i am. im pissed....and anyways school today was pointless, we really did nothing. then 9th period i came to realize that the reason why i am not confident in any of my ideas or opinions is because of some of my friends and people in this one class. Nobody except these 4 or 5 main people can have "good" or "acceptable" ideas to them and whenever you have an idea or opinion on a topic, you are shushed by one of them.
gosh i hate it.
yeahh and the same goes for when we are having discussions, i can never get a thought across.. people these days....
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ok so the last show went amazing, except for the fact that on my one solo line i go flat...oh well it happens...a lot of crying though, i seriously didnt think that i would cry this year but i did, and i dont even know whats gonna happen next year. i will need buckets. through that crying, i said things that i regreted and it was really stupid, but like the weird part is i didnt even mean wut i said, it was like...totally stupid of me but i guess i got caught up in the moment. so anyway after the show we ended up goin to applebees with the cast it was fun :) and then we left and went to justins house...interesting night...a lot of fun though umm yeah so thats about all that happened...
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Saturday, March 18th, 2006
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yeahh so i never really had one of these but i figured that since i have been in one of these depressed moods lately and i dont exactly know who to talk to why not make one and see if maybe it makes me feel better...maybe. ok so i dont really know how to start so ill start from here. I love my friends to death but i dont know if im imagining this or if we really arent as close as we used to be. I totally understand that there are circumstances such as new friendships or boyfriends/girlfriends but still it has happend in the past and i have never really been this depressed before. I kinda feel as if i was semi kicked out of this so-called "group" and everyone reassures me that I wasnt, but i dont believe it. i think that its more or a pity thing now when I am invited places with these friends who replaced me with others. I dont know why...but people just have been finding ways to piss me off and make me cry a lot lately, i never used to cry this much, now i just think too deep into everything, about how im most probably only going to be friends with the majority of these people for a year or so more, until we all go off to college and find new friends. But even some of the ones i hoped to still be close with arent even acting as if we are that close anymore.
Oh well...more venting later
Now, last show of the music man....oh boy
x3 Mel
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indescribable.